happy and unhappy at the same moment.
fucking happy to get the opportunity i wanted!
sad for my friends not being accepted.

i'm planning this trip when my passport is not ready, as well as visa and tickets.
fingers crossed, i need it.

this video today made me cry. how it happens that in 10 days you become so close to people , you didn't knew before? just 10 days, but i cant imagine my day now without morning message from one ex-participant.
So close and so far.

and again this feeling, tearing soul apart.
irresistable wish to hug someone who is far far away.